Rugby league is a very hard marker. Unless you win the grand final, your season is generally considered to be a failure.
As a fan, there is part of me that understands that - and agrees with it. That's the part that is longing to find out what it's like to end the season on the highest of high notes.
The part that wants to buy a premiers T-shirt, DVD and however many other items of grand-final winners merchandise I can buy before my wife tells me to stop.
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SLIDESHOW: Dragons signs around the grounds
Young's plight adds Dragons injury to insultBut the fan in me also wants to acknowledge just how much the Dragons accomplished this year. Yes, some of it will be little more than a footnote in the record books and some of it won't even rate a mention.
For the first time since the merger, other teams truly feared us (until, perhaps, that game in Canberra).
For the first time I was able to watch a Dragons game with a sense of confidence, rather than waiting for that undisciplined 10 minutes where we'd throw away yet another win. And I've seen so many undisciplined 10 minutes over the years.
This year's team won more regular season games, let in fewer points and ended up with a better points differential than any other St George Illawarra team.
We saw some awe-inspiring footy from some awe-inspiring players - Jamie Soward, Beau Scott, Michael Weyman, Brett Morris, Ben Hornby, Dean Young and everyone who wore the Red V this year (on the field, that is. I wore the Red V a number of times this year and not once produced a man-of-the-match effort).
And for the first time we won the minor premiership. Sure, this means nothing to the broader rugby league community, but as a St George Illawarra Dragons fan, it represents a step forward. All of these things represent a step forward.
And, I guess, any time you're moving forward, it has to be a good season.
Not a great one - that would involve me buying one of those premiers T-shirts - but a good one.
So now I'll just wait six months for the start of the 2010 season when, hopefully, we'll make a few more forward steps.